Not Enough Time To Tell All My Stories And Draw My Manga + Rabbit Gaiden Big Summary
I'll finish a page today no matter what - I say as I still am not focused at 18h50. I feel bad for my late night self. In fact, maybe I should give up finishing page today and just go to bed and start the day early. Wake up early and finish page before 12pm or something. I did draw stuff today, not much, but progress is progress. I am just super distracted by my own stories and my hand stops moving. Yesterday I streamed to force myself to draw and I did get 1.5 panels done but it was quite painful. Working is painful because managing one's focus is painful. I wonder if I should take ADHD meds again or if I should just suck it up. Sucking things up is complicated because what has historically happened to me is that I burn out mega hard after a while. But I bet 99.9% of people would just tell me to suck it up, as that's what people who work do. But the thing is I'd probably find much easier to focus on manual work than on creative work, or if I had other people ...