A Tweet About People in their Deathbeds
I saw this tweet as I woke up. It was an inspiring tweet about telling others to live fully so that they don't have regrets when they're dying. Yesterday I was thinking about... That one girl in my class that I thought was perfect back in high school. I googled her name and google shows me evidence that she is living a perfect life (I know that's never the whole truth duh), but in an interview she did in my old highschool newspaper, she said she'd do (her teenage school years) all over again. I was floored. I'm still thinking about it from time to time. If I could redo my life, I'd rather not even be born to begin with, much less tread the same steps. I have this pervasive feeling that my childhood and teenage years were worth nothing, as everything that I seem to have gotten from them were grievances. Everything I thought or believed in back then was false, and quickly crumbled as the years passed. My trust in myself, others and the world vanished into thin air...